I binge-ed for a few days last week and almost went into a full blown binge but I pulled myself back.
Just barely but I did stop it.
I'm holding on to threads here for awhile while I recover fully.
I had Chinese Buffet twice and ice cream three times.
It all started with Red Lobsters "Endless Shrimp" in Fargo last Sunday.
I'm fighting tooth and nail to make full recovery right now.
I have been back on diet since last Thursday except for orange juice samples at our local grocery store twice.
Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday.
Four days clean.
I managed to hold my weight at 290#.
I don't know how but that's what my scale says.
I'm still going for 180#.
110# to lose.
My leg and foot are seriously damaged.
I will be crippled for the rest of my life.
It's an effort to walk ten feet.
I can do it but it hurts.
I ran out of gas yesterday and had to walk three blocks or about a tenth of a mile to get gas.
It was really hard.
I'm alive though and I can stand and I can walk and get around.
I have my electric carts and wheelchair for getting around and my Moped Scooter that I broke my leg and ankle on in the first place to ride around on.
A major mistake on my part breaking my leg and ankle.
Wet grass and motorcycles are dangerous.
Even tiny motorcycles like my Moped.
I throttled into it and it spun out right from under me instantly and broke my leg and ankle as it came crashing down.
A small ridge I was up against and didn't know it and it caused this.
If it was dry it would have been nothing.
Just a small ridge.
In the wet grass and giving it full throttle to get going was the perfect storm to coming crashing down hard to the side with the motorcycle crushing my foot and breaking my leg bone and ankle.
The smaller one of the two leg bones but my ankle got mangled and is the worse of the two.
A compound fracture to my leg bone.
I broke it right in half near the top.
I'm cleaning up my house and property and getting rid of a bunch of cars and trailers I don't need and getting ready for winter and my filming and this website and my stimulant message I'm bringing to the world even though they don't want to hear it and all that it entails and implicates.
A tough pill to swallow to say the least but the truth that we all need to hear.
How we got to where were at and what we can do about it and where were going.
An enormous global catastrophe that defies description in the making..
An unbelievable reality.
I'm in pretty good health except for this leg and foot bone and my weight.
The leg I will have to live with and the weight I am taking off.
Have a good day!