The rest will be a lot slower I'm sure.
This one about put me in the grave.
This last binge..
Straight out of the carton..
On and off for about six months along with pigging out at the Chinese Buffet and a few other things..
I'm embarrassed and ashamed of myself and should never have done it or let it happen.
I was down to 260# from 300# and headed for 240# and then on down from there.
I was feeling great and looking great and really getting around good and accomplishing a lot of things.
Everything was working great after fighting a long depression.
Crying over spilt milk does no good they say.
No use crying over spilt milk but it's not that easy when it has been again and again.
I'm buckled in pretty good again and we'll see how things go.
Addictions are a bitch.
Mainlining is what the heroin addicts call shooting straight into the vein instead of muscle shooting or snorting or smoking in a joint or something.
You get the full effect.
The one they often OD and die from.
Oxycodone these days as well as Mexican Black Tar or China White.
I don't know the modern terms but you know what I mean.
I never did heroin but I worked with heroin addicts in counseling enough to know they are hopeless.
The hard core junkie is hooked for life.
Some of the users can get off from it.
Cocaine and meth are lifelong too for the most part.
Alcohol is difficult as well as caffeine and nicotine to say the least.
They are hard core addictions that many or most take to the grave.
Sugar and carbohydrate addiction is a bitch.
Everybody is addicted but few try to get off from them so they don't know what it's like.
The old moderation in all things people.
Most of our population I would say.
Hooked for life but thinking it's OK.
Even a good thing.
Never once knowing..
Nothing wrong with it..
Wheat and milk and juice and honey..
Alcohol and caffeine and nicotine..
God bless our doctors and pharmaceutical industry..