I have been alcohol and caffeine and nicotine and drug free for eighteen and a half years now.
No gambling and no nothing except for my addiction to sugar and carbohydrates which I'm still fighting on an ongoing and daily basis every day of my life.
All the rest of this shit I just quit and that was the end of it.
I wish I could say twenty eight years and I wish I could say always and forever I had done nothing.
I wish I had never touched or done any of that shit and that I had had nothing but food and water throughout my entire life.
Not once not one time ever.
Like all of the other species.
We have painted ourselves into a corner or are sawing off the limb from the wrong side out.
Inadvertently everyone of us and to our children.
What if anything we can do about it is the dilemma we all have to face.
Probably nothing globally right now.
Later we will see.
Individually we can clean up our act and get the poisons out of our life and improve our health.
Determining what those poisons are is the problem.
We are taught and told so many different things.
Ultimately it will help the world and everybody around us if we can find what is and what isn't healthy for both our minds and our bodies and our souls.
Our sexuality and feelings and senses.
What we see and think and feel.
So many things are desensitizing and enhancing and exaggerating and distorting us and we don't know it's happening.
Like right now.
Only humans have this problem.
All of the other species simply get to live and follow their instincts.
Eating and drinking and ingesting normal drink and food.
Only man alters all this and plays with his senses and mind and not to a good end.
There is no such thing as a totally sane normal person on this planet earth except when we are babies and that doesn't last for that long.
Before being weaned from the tit we are being fed inadvertently poisons by our mothers and dads.
Their moms and dads before them.
Never once knowing.
Us or them.
Humans are dumb.
If we only know one thing that is it right there.
We are dumb.
That's where we start.
We are not these superior intelligent cultured beings.
We are painfully stupid and misguided and living our lives in a world of commerce and destruction higher than kites and never once knowing it.
How dumb is that.
Destroying the very earth we walk on and the air we breathe and the water we drink and the food we eat.
Poisoning our babies.
Minds and bodies and souls.
We are destroying our families and loved ones wantonly and willfully by refusing to acknowledge what it is we are doing and what has happened to us.
We live in denial..
It is always the other guy.
Human nature but we got to see through this.
There is no other way.
What were doing is all bullshit total destruction and that's not just me saying that.
We are stimulated monsters consuming the earth.
Ravenously destroying the earth would be better said.
White europeans controlling everything.
All of the others following our lead.
Inadvertently and unknowing.
They follow our lead.
As are we..
Everyone of us.
Both you and everyone of us and me.
Wake up and smell the roses.
It is already to late.
The only path to sanity that exists is right here on these pages and exists no where else but here.
Read and listen carefully and you will be enlightened..
It's all right here.
There is nothing magic about enlightenment.
It's simply seeing and knowing what is before us and not living in the illusion we are given by the marketers and profiteers and selfness as it appears.
Both using and selling their wares inadvertently to us both with and without malice or care.
Feeding their own passions and addictions and never once knowing.
Like the kings and the queens of yesteryear..
European monsters that took over the whole planet earth with their greed and lust for power and wealth and money and territory to govern..
Never once knowing then or now it appears.
Unable to grasp and see this simple truth..
This profound but simple truth..
Mankind and the driving force behind all of these fears..
Controlling everything to alleviate these fears..
Stimulant drug fears..
Dread and fear..
Wheat and milk and honey..
Deadly drugs along with alcohol and caffeine and nicotine..
The root of all evil..
A Tribute to Jack Smith and all the survivors and those who didn't both American and Japanese..
And German and everybody else there is..
The cause of war..
It's all right here..
Stimulants are at the core of everything that has happened and is happening..