It's been on and off ever since the whole while.
About seven months now.
My dad died and my granddaughter came home from prison.
They got her locked up again right now.
They are child abusers everyone of them but my hands are tied because my granddaughter sides with them.
They have convinced her that I am fucked up.
They the all knowing..
The Judge and the prosecutor and the social worker's and their puppet doctors and psychiatrists and her mother.
They have been acting with impunity to this point.
Answering to nobody but themselves.
Drugging and incarcerating an innocent child.
Medicating her and putting her on speed and locking her up and putting her in with insane drug addicted homosexual psychopaths.
The caregivers and guards sometimes the same.
Cruel sadistic people.
Putting her in an insane asylum.
Juvenile detention centers.
One after another.
Mental institutions for the criminally insane just like all jails and prisons and institutions.
These monsters murdered her baby two weeks ago.
Becker County put her on birth control and got her pregnant and then murdered her baby with an abortion when she got pregnant.
Her caseworker, the judge and prosecutor and her mother.
Pathological doesn't begin to say it.
The judge and the prosecutors and social workers and her mother.
They are monsters like something out of a horror movie only in real life.
Right here in Detroit Lakes, Minnesota in our court house.
She is seventeen and a half and they have been beating up on her for going on four years now.
Her mother and her shackup dope addict stepfather abusing her before that for several years.
These are cruel insane people.
Every one of them.
Social Services and and Child Protection Workers and Judges and Prosecutors and Psychiatrists.
Drugging and incarcerating an abused child and abusing her more.
Demonizing me the whole while for trying to help and protect her.
They are demons.
The worst evil there is.
Abusing innocent children.
Becker County, Minnesota
Detroit Lakes, Minnesota
Judge Joe Evans
A narcissistic devil.
Just as evil as they come.
They should all be put in prison for child abuse.
They should serve long hard prison sentences in these same insane asylums they are putting our children in.
That's a fact.
We need to get a class action lawsuit going in behalf of our children.
The proceeds to go into a fund to help pay for more lawsuits nationwide until we have hundreds of millions of dollars and dozens of full time attorneys.
I have been eating and bingeing ever since.
Several other emotional things have also been occurring at the same time here and my health has been deteriorating steadily the whole while.
Constant diarrhea or loose bowls and stomach discomfort and weak spells.
None of them acute but all of them constant.
I bought ninety five Ribeye Steaks from a butcher the next town over for $6 each yesterday.
Pretty nice steaks vacuum sealed and about sixteen ounces each.
I'm trying to break my carbohydrate bingeing and get my bowls back and my stomach discomfort to leave and my weak spells.
I also got a heel spur making it hard to get around.
I gained about 40# in the process here.
I'm pig fat again.
I was down to 280#
Now I'm about 320# again.
My original weight was 368# or 370#.
I'm still down about 50# but I was all the way down to 248# once.
That's 119# weight loss.
For this last year or better leading up to January 2015 I had been on diet 100% the whole time and feeling great and with no health problems that I knew of whatsoever.
My cholesterol is now through the roof so I'm cutting back on fat a lot at the same time here.
The Ribeyes are no problem.
I was way over doing the fat to start with and then when I started bingeing on ice cream to go with it is when my cholesterol went through the roof.
Double what it has always been.
Both the good and the bad and the total.
417 I think.
That might not be so bad for some people but it is nearly double what I have been these last years and my whole life.
I might be on my way out if I don't solve this and grab ahold.
I might be anyway but being on diet 100% is my only chance.
I'm not doing zero seasonings and zero salt and I'm not doing zero carb.
Low low carb is what works best and with seasonings and salt.
Zero carb and zero seasonings and zero salt works great but it can be more difficult to stay on.
Alcoholics and drug addicts face these problems their entire lives.
I have zero problem with staying off from drugs and alcohol and gambling.
You couldn't put a gun to my head and get me to do any one of them.
Zero desire and zero anything for over eighteen years now.
No discomfort or cravings or desires whatsoever.
Tobacco the same way.
I forgot about that one.
Zero drugs of any kind and zero alcohol and zero caffeine and zero tobacco and zero gambling.
Eighteen years now.
I wish I could say I never touched any of them.
All deadly poisons.
I didn't think I would ever get off from tobacco but I did.
Mayo Clinic helped me.
That and my desire to live for my grandchildren.
I could not have done it for myself.
I have made it this far and I will try to make it farther.
For my grandchildren.
Children are the light of our lives.
That's no doubt why we have them and no doubt natures plan so that we will take care of them.
Our children and our grandchildren.
I think every species loves their young and continue to love them throughout our lives.
Life is an exceptional and wonderful thing.
Don't ruin it and don't let others ruin it for you.
Especially if you are a parent of these wonderful and precious and adorable children.
Natures gift to us all.
There are a lot of evil selfish people in this world feeding off from innocent souls to feed their exaggerated self interested egomania.
Sadistic evil people.
Stimulated out of their minds and not knowing it.
They think they are just exceptional.
Ruling over you.
Church going Lutherans.
And all the rest of them.