Getting a grip on this "stimulant drug factor" and our addiction to these stimulant drugs has everything to do with obesity and diabetes and everything else.
I'll pick these as primary.
Next to our minds and spirits and ego's and the swelling and constricting of our assholes.
The whole world, or at least the whole of Europe and North America in it's throngs tightly.
A huge debate going on about the size of soft drinks in New York City.
All the rage, like gun control.
The reality of what sugars, along with hybrid carbohydrates, caffeine and alcohol and nicotine, not withstanding.
Individually we can delve into this as far and as much as we want too, and help ourselves and one another, who chooses, or is aware of this movement and it's consequences.
"Movement of enlightenment", I'll call it!
"Like taking a good shit"!
It genuinely is, all of that.
Enlightenment is a simple thing.
You now "know this" and you "didn't" before.
If it is of significance it automatically becomes "enlightenment".
Simple as that.
I'm enlightened as all hell on this, because it allowed me to see the "big picture".
"The forest, rather than just the trees".
"The trees, rather than just the forest".
"The trees, and the forest".
All, totally pertinent.
One is no good without the other.
I'm pig fat again having binged on and off for the last six weeks and gaining fifty or sixty pounds.
I'm on diet presently and carbohydrate cravings are at bay.
Impulses while at the grocery store, or if I have anything readily "eatable" at home, still prevail, I keep nothing on hand except what needs to be cooked.
Otherwise I eat it all.
I can't sit still.
I go nuts.
People living with families and in a mixed setting, have a much more difficult time with this.
I just keep nothing on hand.
My back is sore and my legs and feet hurt and I'm back into three x and four x shirts and pants.
My heart sometimes feels stressed and a little tinge of flighting like pain takes place, my breathing labored.
I'm almost crippled.
I had forgotten what it is like to be this fat and feel this poorly.
I was thirty or forty pounds heavier still than this at 368#, when I started this diet October of 2006, shortly after I first made this discovery.
I took it all the way down to 248# and felt great and then started binging, over and over again.
I have been binging on and off ever since.
Sometimes six months "on" diet at a time, never more than a few days at a time "off" diet.
But again and again and again.
Yo-yo dieting it's called, known to be harmful.
I feel so much better "low low" carb, and it is so much better for my health, both short term and long term, that there is no other way.
I go out in the trucks next week and plan on fighting this thing from there.
I'll keep you posted, I bought a iPhone 5 and am hooking it up to Verizon 4G Network the first of next week.
My internet and cameras and laptop will be with me everywhere I go.
24/7 online.
I had it once before but ran out of money.
I should be able to keep it going this time.
" A little older and a little wiser" is where I end up at.
Once again.
I will be 68 years old April of this year.
I'm partially detoxed right now and will try to stay that way as this thing progresses.
Little did I know I would end up in a world battle of epic proportions when I entered this arena.
I'm OK with that because of my discovery.
I couldn't be prouder of my discovery.
Even if, nobody understands it or believes it but me.
We "White People" and "Jewish People" throughout Europe and North America and the rest of the world are front and center in all this.
My theory being that we were pushed to the north continents, originally, because of our skin color, being white, thousands of years ago.
Tens of thousands of years ago, and even more.
Then sometime during and after all of the stimulants we began to consume (all races), and the brutal million man armies and war, beyond description the stimulants caused, we, with pure luck and brutality and good fortune, quite by accident, trying to get away from our aggressors, ended up on a land base we could readily defend from and beat these millions of waring monsters back.
There was lots of food and natural resources in these regions.
The initial of we being scorned and ridiculed and beat up, because of our white skin, made us overly aggressive in order to survive.
Compound stimulant usage into this and it's modern methods and we whites readily defended our territory.
Kill everything in sight.
That's what they were doing to us.
Now we had the upper hand.
All of Europe.
Hundreds of millions died during these brutal, savage wars and for thousands and thousands of years.
Both sides and all sides.
Monstrosities.
Monsters on speed from all fronts.
Then we took gunpowder from Asia, and then steel and made guns.
Weapons.
The rest is history.
Guns and steel and horses and superiority.
We would do to them what they did to us.
We still hold this position today.
We "the good guys" in the "white hats" and "our God, and our Sword.
We rule the earth.
Never satisfied because of all of the stimulants.
Just like everybody else, only we have the upper hand and everybody wants it.
We are letting them have it.
We will pay dearly, but probably not.
We will fight back, one way or another.
Just like them.
Have a good day!
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