Everything.
The way we walk and the way we think and talk and breath and see things.
The way our mind works, our body chemistry.
It's too big.
It's unfathomable.
It's the summer of 2006 sometime.
I'm trying a popcorn diet trying to lose weight.
I came up with that on my own after trying to lose weight for something close to forty five years or more.
I first tried dieting to lose weight in the late 1960's, drinking diet 7-UP and other low fat foods and low sugars.
Hearing about Atkins sometime around that time I tried that, thinking that me as a meat lover would do well on that.
I got tired of meat pretty quickly when my bread and potatoes and milk were removed.
So in the summer of 2006, forty plus years later and dozens of dieting attempts later, when I'm trying, first a popcorn diet and then a peanut diet, I'm an old hand at diets not working for me.
I would lose a little and then gain it back right away.
Always complete failures when my daughter said to me "what about carbohydrates"?
This was six years ago in 2006.
I said what's a carbohydrate.
She didn't know for sure herself but she had been hearing a lot about carbohydrates and low carbohydrate eating and dieting.
She was in her 20's and she and her friends had been dealing with weight loss for sometime.
She wasn't fat herself but would gain and lose ten or twenty pounds from time to time.
Always vigilant.
I was Fat.
Something close to 365# and it was killing me.
I was about 62 years old at the time this all took place.
She thought carbohydrates were sugar or something like that.
I had become computer literate around 1999 when my other daughter suggested I give them a try.
I said I couldn't even set a watch, how was I going to learn how to use computers.
She said it wasn't really all that hard.
"You never know" she said.
So I tried them.
First at the library after seeing our mayor speak to them having computers available to the public.
The library people didn't like showing everything again and again to we non-computer-literate so I took a beginner course at our local school for adult education.
$20 for four one hour group lessons and more available as we advanced, I learned the computer.
I had known for a long time how important they were.
Now I had entered that world.
Communications.
Instant and old.
Everything that has existed since the beginning of time recorded.
So I Googled "carbohydrate" and "sugar addiction".
The flood gates opened.
I found out that "carbohydrate" was just another word for sugar, more often the "natural" sugars and starches than refined, all though both were sugar.
It said that flour and sugar were the same thing.
When they both hit your stomach they went directly into your bloodstream.
But flour is seeds, ground up seeds I thought.
How could these two be the same.
I was seeing it said enough ways and enough times and about enough things to realise they were talking about something that was the truth here.
But these were seeds and natures foods I thought.
Something must be different.
The nutrients and fiber and minerals and enzymes.
The rate of absorption.
The amount of absorption.
The effects.
The amount of nutrition in flour vs sugar were negligible.
How could this be.
I had thought that chicken and dumplings would be good food.
Ground up seeds and eggs.
Then the "hybridizing" light came on.
These once perfect foods had been hybrid to where they were now basically 100% sugar.
The nutrients and fiber and minerals and enzymes had been bred out of them to raise the sugar content and yield and shelf life.
About a hundred fold when you factor in farming and transportation and marketing and addiction.
I always knew sugar was a stimulant and unnatural.
Now I knew that just about our entire food chain was sugar.
Man made.
Man bred.
Man grown.
I'd long seen the difference between "man made" and nature.
I had seen man destroy lakes and forests.
I had seen mans medicine and doctors kill.
I knew mans fallibility.
I knew that teachers and preachers molested.
I had seen them and barely escaped myself.
I knew all about mans fallibility.
Diabetes, heart disease, cancer, obesity.
This thing was huge.
Nobody talked about the hybreeding.
Still today nobody talks about the high-breeding.
Say it or spell it as you may.
It wasn't for a year or better that the "sugar" "stimulant drug" factor kicked all the way in for me.
Nobody spoke to this.
Nobody speaks to this today except me.
Nobody can see or grasp or comprehend this except me.
It's just to big.
This couldn't be the truth.
But it is.
Check back I will add to this right here for the next several days.
To be continued...
Thank You
Tom Bunnell
Continued..
I defy anybody to tell me that what we are doing is a natural state of being.
Just normal and natural selection or Gods will.
Bullshit!
It's all stimulated madness.
If all you want to look at is the beauty then that is all you will see.
If that's all there were and there was nothing we could do about what is not "beauty", we wouldn't be having this conversation.
Your sitting in the land of milk and honey and you would like to believe that everybody else can have that simply by living as we do.
You are blind.
Blind, deaf, and dumb.
Mitt Rommney is absolutely sure that everybody aspires to be like him and his family and he will guide the way.
I watched and heard him say this on television coverage during the presidential campaign.
He and just under half of The United States of America, feel this way.
According to the election results.
The rest of us are a bunch of "godless" socialist, communist, evil, baby murdering, child molesting, liberal democrats.
Scum on the face of this earth.
The people of power and wealth see nothing wrong in what they do.
They are Gods chosen people.
North Korea just set off a test bomb in the building of their defense force against American invasion.
Russia stands ready.
Iran does as it will.
The United States and Israel insist on being the worlds only super power.
Six billion people say NO.
...and I'm the one who's crazy.
Farm land is doubling and tripling in price per acre.
Chemically grown and fertilized and harvested.
All poison.
...and I'm the one who's crazy.
Stimulated greed and lust for more causing it all.
...and I'm the one who's crazy.
To be continued..
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