The beliefs were real but that there were no gods or devils.
Things were right and wrong but it had nothing to do with gods or devils or bibles.
I was maybe ten years old.
Bibles made sex and kissing and the body and reproduction dirty and evil..
There is no greater sin than the bible..
Created by evil people..
Believed in by evil people..
Queen Elizabeth and the Royal Family..
Murdering controlling taking monsters of a magnitude that is indescribable..
Taking over and controlling the entire planet earth by murderous rampages and getting ready to do it again..
The London Financial District and their friends..
City of London..
Long live the king..
Homosexuality and other sexual disease I could see from a young age as sexual distortions and not a healthy thing.
Marijuana and the LSD drug culture and Hippie Movement I knew from early on was just a big facade with distorted reality and no substance even though some of the things they stood for had substance but those things were stood for or against before the hippies and drug culture.
The drug culture is nothing but shit every bit of it and everything it spawned.
The Viet Nam War was wrong..
Before the drug culture..
Nudity and sexuality repression and more..
Marijuana and all the drugs were and are pure shit with zero redeeming value.
Doctors drugs pure shit.
Alcohol I got sucked into.
Pure shit.
The worst of the worst.
I thought my parents were square because they didn't drink alcohol.
Cigarettes I got sucked into at a young age.
I thought both of these were manly grown up things to do.
Cigarettes cured in sugar.
Gambling the same.
Turns out they are rotten shit in any amount.
Pure shit.
Caffeine I drank in Pepsi and Coca Cola made with sugar and then corn syrup later on..
Pure life altering dog shit but I didn't know it..
I drank a lot of pop and kool-aid growing up and milk and orange juice.
Never once knowing they were bad things.
I was addicted like everybody else.
I liked all juices and all pop and all cigarette and all alcohol and I gambled a lot.
They destroyed my life.
They and sugar and highbred carbohydrates.
Marijuana destroyed my life.
I have been clean of these things for twenty years but they destroyed me and my family.
My kids don't forgive me.
They say other people didn't let themselves and their families be destroyed because of these things.
That is true.
I was to adventurous and inquisitive and gullible and naive and stupid and dumb and mislead..
Now that I have made this discovery I can see how blindly and greedily the marketers and dealers had lured me.
Bars and alcohol and cigarettes and gambling.
The Lights of the Casino..
They will lure you in and play with you for awhile..
They they will leave you with nothing but pain and loss and suffering for you and yours..
Then they dumped casino's on the indian reservations by the hundreds..
Ronald Reagan in the name of employment and prosperity..
Republicans..
Republicans and Christians and Abortions..
All Republicans..
Abortions are Republican..
Before abortions they sterilized women of color and poor people..
Now they abort and kill millions of babies every year and blame it on the left democrats and commie activists..
Baby killers they call us..
The epitome of evil like Donald Trump and his family..
Republican Christians..
They do the whole thing and blame the evil socialists and marxist communists and atheists..
They godly and saintly..
Murderers..