"The Origins of the Mind"
By Tom Bunnell
I will no doubt talk about my discovery on a daily basis as I discuss my sugar and carbohydrate addiction on an ongoing basis every day right here.
(I still think that a lot of shit is going to happen here in The United States and Globally the next few days and then on into eternity).
A lot of shit is coming down the Pike..
July 2, 2016
I'm going to try to lose weight and be sugar and carbohydrate free for my remaining years and on into eternity.
I'm hoping I got ten or twenty years left..
You couldn't put a gun to my head and get me to do any of my other addictions I had all those years,
Gambling and marijuana and caffeine and alcohol and tobacco and a few drugs in general while drinking alcohol.
I am addiction free except for my sugar and highbred carbohydrate addiction.
So here are todays postings that will be daily from here on out about my diet and my discovery.
All wrapped into one.
Both vital to me and my "discovery" vital to the world and all it's people and all living and non-living things and the earth itself and the air we breathe and water we drink and the food we eat.
And the environment we live in with our children and tribes and friends and families...
Like all species..
My diet and what I eat and drink..
I had lunch with my one friend yesterday at the Holiday Inn Ice House Restaurant they call it.
All you can eat fish and salad and soup for $8.00
Comes with a side.
I had hash browns for my side and two of everything else.
Two double servings of cod.
One broiled and one battered and deep fried and two green salads with everything on them and blue cheese dressing and two cups of clam chowder with crackers.
Water to drink.
My friend had coffee.
Tarter sauce on my fish.
It was really good.
$22 for everything including tip.
High carb and immediate cravings to go with it.
I bought a tub of Ice Cream from the grocery store and ate it later in the early evening a few hours later.
Pure sugar and corn syrup and cream.
A quart and a half of Kemp's Homemade Vanilla Ice Cream.
A million grams of carbs.
240 grams of carbs actually.
About sixty teaspoons of sugar at 4 grams per teaspoon.
In one sitting plus the all you can eat fish lunch earlier in the day.
Probably another 80 grams carb there for a grand total of three hundred twenty grams carbs for the day.
80 teaspoons of sugar in all.
It will put me in the grave.
I have Walmart 73/27 hamburger thawed and eggs for today.
Day one of Zero or Low Low Carb.
July 2, 2016
My son is getting married today.
My cousin is visiting from Arizona.
I will see none of them.
They dumped me and caused my granddaughter to be taken away and incarcerated for four years.
All of them.
That and losing Hannah and the rest of my grandchildren.
I'm this basket case out their guy having done all kinds of bad things.
I will never forgive any of them for what they did to Babo.
From 14 to 18 and she had done nothing wrong.
I was totally despondent all those years.
About six years now.
From the time she was thirteen.
She's eighteen and a half now.
Hannah is fourteen.
A big piece of my dieting problem.
I never wavered on all the rest of my addictions.
Nineteen years of addiction free except for my periodic binges of sugar and carbohydrates.
My last word for my grown children and others who have done me and Babo and Hannah and the rest of my grandchildren wrong by abandoning me and Babo and Hannah and doing nothing..
Like we had it coming to us..
"Don't come to my funeral and stay away from my grave".
Are my last words..
Put it on my tombstone..
Doing that to innocent caring loving children..
You can all rot in hell..
I wish there be a hell just so you can go there..
I have lived there all these years and the hell you put my grandchildren into to..
And left them there..
Wantonly and willingly..
And said it was me..
And a child..