A tiny polyp sent to the lab.
Still looking at everything else.
I'm closely monitoring myself for any changing signs.
Both improvements and anything new or worsening.
I want to live for sure.
My granddaughter will be home in a little over two weeks time.
Babo and Hannah are my life.
My other grandchildren would be but everything got lost.
Most of it non-recoverable.
Humans are sensitive souls.
We don't forget.
Abuse me or take advantage of me or take me for granted and I am out of there.
I don't ask for much.
I'm not a taker.
I'm a giver.
I don't get much love back.
Even knowing that that is what monkeys do.
Monkeys also protect and nurture and watch out for one another..
And have scapegoats..
But it's not all dog eat dog or rat eat rat like Ray Kroc says.
Most especially within families.
Or at least it's not supposed to be.
Even though he's talking business as his model.
I'm the villain because I stand against religion and fucked up sex and drugs of all forms.
Mostly marijuana and amphetamines and cocaine.
All drugs though.
All fucked up sex too.
Alcohol and caffeine and nicotine.
Processed sugar and hybrid carbohydrates and milk and wheat and honey.
You've heard it all before..
It's because they fuck us up so badly and we don't know it.
I'm not saying I'm such a great guy or have so much coming to me.
Just basic consideration is all I ask.
Not to walk all over me and say you didn't.
I don't walk on nobody.
If I don't like them I just don't be around them.
I don't need to misuse anybody.
These amplified exaggerated stimulated minds and instincts can really make things really difficult sometimes.
We should all be like me..