I got to stop the bingeing.
It's killing me.
Genuinely killing me..
I go from feeling great for months at a time and losing weight and returning health and longevity,
To a shipwreck in just a matter of days..
And then start all over again..
Probably fifty times now..
..Einstein didn't know about addictions.
He had no concept about addictions.
You keep doing it over and over again until you get it..
One is using or doing and the other is not using and not doing..
Simple as salt.
The problem is that addictions will draw you back one way or another if you let them.
The trick is to not let them..
No small task sometimes.
Once fully broken it's a piece of cake.
Getting them fully broken can be very difficult.
Especially because we got to eat every day.
Cigarettes and alcohol and everything else you just quit and that's it.
You don't got to get close to them every day of your life constantly and forever.
Surrounded by them everywhere you go.
A heroin or cocaine addict cannot just snort a little heroin or inject a little or smoke a little cocaine or heroin everyday.
Sometimes every few hours.
He has got to go 100% clean and stay that way.
For many of us sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are the same way.
No small task..
You light a fire and it becomes a forest fire from one small speck..
Light a candle or a contained fire and it just stays that way.
A lot of people struggle with sugar and hybrid carbohydrate addiction.
Most people just feed it and don't even know they have it.
Like alcohol or caffeine or nicotine..
Many with most or all of these addictions..
But they don't know it or they think it's OK.
It would be alright if it wasn't what has taken us to where were at and where we are going.
Of course most people don't see that..
They think everything is swell for the most part.
Until 9-11 is on their porch..
I saw 9-11 loud and clear..
All counts and all quarters and all sides.
Both we and them.
Saving face after Desert Storm was launched from their soil some years before..
Bin Laden their hero..
Financed by Dubai..
George Bush and Dick Channey kiss their cheeks.
Knowing it wasn't them..
Not their oil crony buddies..
Republican Christians are blind greedy selfish fools..
Destroying the planet earth with their greed and lust for more with their stimulated insanity.