Sunday, May 31, 2009

I'm still fighting my way back from depression and my carbohydrate binge

I fried 6# of Pork Steak for today's lunch and I ate 1# last night while cooking.

Five pounds sounds like a lot and it is but that's what it takes right now to break my carbohydrate addiction.

My addiction and cravings and discomfort flared up again during this past several weeks of on and off binging.

The only good thing I can say is that I am fighting my way back.

I went all the way from feeling great and sleeping great and looking great and weighting in the low 260#'s and falling, to feeling awful, sleeping aful and looking awful, in the low 290#'s and all the way to 300#.

All that in these seven or eight or ten weeks since I ate those first three apples from the Red Cross while working on the flood in Fargo.

I had went 309 days of almost perfection.

So here it is summer and I have a little money, like about $2,000 after my new computer and studio stuff and I'm sitting here feeling like shit.

I will pull myself back to the 260's and then 250's and 240's and on down and I will feel great again and look great again and sleep good again but I got to suffer for a little while here in the process and lick my wounds, there's nothing else I can do.

I will work on my house and studio here in a few days when this job finishes up, that will help and each pound I lose helps and each day I am away from carbohydrates helps and I'm financially OK, so that all helps.

Things could be better with my kids but I have to live with that.

For me to get and stay healthy is by far the best thing I can do for the children and this I will do but grandpa has got to stop fucking up, pressure or no pressure.

Life's to short and these kids are to important!

There are a lot of fucked up people all around us.

To not let ourselves and our children in turn get fucked up amoungst all of this insanity is not easy but when I do everything right I manage pretty well.

When I don't I pay dearly and so do my children.

I am the rock and I am getting back to that rock.

When I am rock solid healthy I can cope with all of this and we all do well and when I stay carbohydrate free I am that rock.

A lot of peace and love and health and joy comes with being that rock and I will become that rock again, soon.

-- Very soon.

Have a good day!

295# Yesterday Morning -- 294# Today -- That's a 1# loss -- Total weight loss 71# since October 1, 2006 -- I started at 365#

Day 4 of my "Thousand Day Countdown" started new on May 27, 2009

Yesterday I ate -- 4# of cold Chuck Steak and 1# of hot Pork Steak.
Water only to drink.

114# more to lose to get to 180# (My ideal weight).

If I hadn't messed up I would be at 200# right now.

Lesson -- Don't mess up, especially when I feel and look so much better both psychically and mentally when I don't mess up and I feel and look so awful when I do!

My self destructive tendencies I have to fight as well as my compulsiveness. -- These along with hypoglycemia and fibromyalgia kick in whenever I go off diet and they don't exist when I am on diet.

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are pure addictive poisons that didn't exist in the traditional world for millions of years.

Perfection -- A pure and clean and undistorted earth, as well as all of it's inhabitants!

People with lesser addictions are lesser poisoned and we people with more of an addiction are more poisoned but we are all poisoned both mentally and psychically and we all go on to poison our children.

Yes, we are all monkeys and apes, stimulated monkeys and apes!

That's where our enhanced thinking mind came from!

Stimulants!

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are drugs like alcohol is a drug and caffeine is a drug and speed and cocaine are drugs. Marijuana and tobacco are also drugs.

These are all deadly addictive destructive drugs that the addicted will fight to the death for!

Don't take away there drug or they will destroy you!

It may sound strange but for millions and millions of years we had none of this.

This is when we lived in perfection!

We can't get it all back but we can get a whole lot of it back!

-- There is no other way

Saturday, May 30, 2009

290# yesterday morning weight-- 295# this morning weight -- That's a 5# gain -- Total weight loss of 70# since October 1, 2006 when I weighted 365#

Day 3 of my "Thousand Day Countdown" started new on May 27, 2009

Yesterday I ate -- 1# of Ham and 1# of baloney and 1# of Swiss cheese and a 12 ounce can of Spam and a quart of pickles. -- I will eat Steak only today.

115# more to lose to get to 180# (My ideal weight).

If I hadn't messed up I would be at 200# right now.

Lesson -- Don't mess up, especially when I feel and look so much better both psychically and mentally when I don't mess up and I feel and look so awful when I do!

My self destructive tendencies I have to fight as well as my compulsiveness. -- These along with hypoglycemia and fibromyalgia kick in whenever I go off diet and they don't exist when I am on diet.

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are pure addictive poisons that didn't exist in the traditional world for millions of years.

Perfection -- A pure and clean and undistorted earth, as well as all of it's inhabitants!

People with lesser addictions are lesser poisoned and we people with more of an addiction are more poisoned but we are all poisoned both mentally and psychically and we all go on to poison our children.

Yes, we are all monkeys and apes, stimulated monkeys and apes!

That's where our enhanced thinking mind came from!

Stimulants!

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are drugs like alcohol is a drug and caffeine is a drug and speed and cocaine are drugs. Marijuana and tobacco are also drugs.

These are all deadly addictive destructive drugs that the addicted will fight to the death for!

Don't take away there drug or they will destroy you!

It may sound strange but for millions and millions of years we had none of this.

This is when we lived in perfection!

We can't get it all back but we can get a whole lot of it back!

-- There is no other way

Friday, May 29, 2009

I went back to work today for a few more days

Shorter hours now like 7AM to 7PM instead of 6AM to 9PM.

I took ham and baloney and swiss cheese from my freezer and pickles for my lunch.

I can see now that this is what knocked me off from my diet. -- To many carbs, so I stopped on the way home and bought eight Chuck Steaks that I am cooking right now for tomorrow and Sunday.

I had cravings and discomfort that I don't have when I eat very few carbs.

Steaks is the answer and cooked extra well done to eat cold.

I love them that way, I will take 4# every day to work with me.

$14 a day but that's my whole days eating.

I think the pickles are going to go too.

There is entirely to much suffering going on when I go off my diet and just the opposite when I stay on my diet.

I feel great without carbs.

290# Today -- (Yesterday 294#)

Day 2 of my thousand day countdown!

1# of bacon and four eggs and 2# of Pork Steak. -- Water to drink!

Total weight loss 75# since October, 2006(365#) -- 110# more to lose to get to 180# (My ideal weight).

If I hadn't messed up I would be at 200# right now.

Lesson -- Don't mess up, especially when I feel and look so much better both psychically and mentally when I don't mess up and I feel and look so awful when I do!

My self destructive tendencies I have to fight as well as my compulsiveness. -- These along with hypoglycemia and fibromyalgia kick in whenever I go off diet and they don't exist when I am on diet.

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are pure addictive poisons that didn't exist in the traditional world for millions of years.

Perfection -- A pure and clean and undistorted earth, as well as all of it's inhabitants!

People with lesser addictions are lesser poisoned and we people with more of an addiction are more poisoned but we are all poisoned both mentally and psychically and we all go on to poison our children.

Yes, we are all monkeys and apes, stimulated monkeys and apes!

That's where our enhanced thinking mind came from!

Stimulants!

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are drugs like alcohol is a drug and caffeine is a drug and speed and cocaine are drugs. Marijuana and tobacco are also drugs.

These are all deadly addictive destructive drugs that the addicted will fight to the death for!

Don't take away there drug or they will destroy you!

It may sound strange but for millions and millions of years we had none of this.

This is when we lived in perfection!

We can't get it all back but we can get a whole lot of it back!

-- There is no other way

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Op-Ed Columnist - Would You Slap Your Father? If So, You’re a Liberal - NYTimes.com


Op-Ed Columnist - Would You Slap Your Father? If So, You’re a Liberal - NYTimes.com

294# Today -- (Yesterday 298#)

Day 1 of my thousand day countdown!

1 1/2# of Chuck Eye Steak and 2 1/4# of Ground Beef. -- Water to drink!

Total weight loss 71# since October, 2006(365#) -- 114# more to lose to get to 180# (My ideal weight).

If I hadn't messed up I would be at 200# right now.

Lesson -- Don't mess up, especially when I feel and look so much better both psychically and mentally when I don't mess up and I feel and look so awful when I do!

My self destructive tendencies I have to fight as well as my compulsiveness. -- These along with hypoglycemia and fibromyalgia kick in whenever I go off diet and they don't exist when I am on diet.

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are pure addictive poisons that didn't exist in the traditional world for millions of years.

Perfection -- A pure and clean and undistorted earth, as well as all of it's inhabitants!

People with lesser addictions are lesser poisoned and we people with more of an addiction are more poisoned but we are all poisoned both mentally and psychically and we all go on to poison our children.

Yes, we are all monkeys and apes, stimulated monkeys and apes!

That's where our enhanced thinking mind came from!

Stimulants!

Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates are drugs like alcohol is a drug and caffeine is a drug and speed and cocaine are drugs. Marijuana and tobacco are also drugs.

These are all deadly addictive destructive drugs that the addicted will fight to the death for!

Don't take away there drug or they will destroy you!

It may sound strange but for millions and millions of years we had none of this.

This is when we lived in perfection!

We can't get it all back but we can get a whole lot of it back!

-- There is no other way.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

North Korea Threatens Military Strikes if Ships Are Searched - NYTimes.com

North Korea Threatens Military Strikes if Ships Are Searched - NYTimes.com

Tomorrow is 365 days and I am going to start all over again with my 1000 day weight loss countdown

I got to 309 days this first 1000 days before I failed. -- I will try to get to 1000 days and more this time and NOT fail. -- I get sick and fat and I will die young and feel like shit if I fail. -- I am going to eat exactly as I have done for the past two years.

Lots of low low carb meats with lots of fat and a few low low carb vegetables and occasionally or whenever I want to, Wild Rice and water only to drink.

Lots of good food and plenty of it and cooked beautifully and with water only to drink.

Lard to cook in and several of the basic seasonings and a few sauces I'm experimenting with.

That's the key!

Lots and plenty and really cooked great!

That's all there is, there ain't no more!

I was down over 100# eating this way and enjoying every minute of it.

Two meals a day only is also a part of my success story.

298# on Day 364 Wednesday, May 27, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 21# in 364 days

That's a year ago today -- .

Total weight loss 67# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 114# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just twelve months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
I ate 2# of ham and 1# of American Cheese and 1# of Swiss Cheese last Wednesday and the same thing again on Thursday along with a quart of pickles while working and then Friday I had the same thing for lunch and then they had a buffet for the workers to eat and take with them as they work and drive on the job. -- I ate everything but the table and chairs including chips and dips and Sloppy Joe's and lots of deserts and everything else you can think of and then I bought a gallon of ice cream on the way home from work and ate it that night and the next morning.

I weighted 300# the next day and I have been on a sugar and carbohydrate bender ever since.

Today I have 2# of Chuck Eye Steak I bought on the way home from Fargo yesterday.

I will eat that here shortly.

I am hyped from all of the sugar and I have been rained out since Monday from work.

We will probably start again Thursday or Friday.

There are about five days or so left.

I have made about $4,000 and I am buying editing software and a new computer and some music stuff.

My bills are all paid.

I feel awful about this recent 30# weight gain.

I went 309 days of almost perfect and then I let the pressures in my life weigh down on me and I started my old carbohydrate addiction back up again resulting in a 30# weight gain in about six weeks time.

I feel fat and ugly again and I was feeling and looking great.

I was down to 258# about ten weeks ago.

That is a 40# weight gain in ten weeks.

I was looking good and feeling good and my clothes were looking and feeling good.

Right now I feel like shit except that I talked to Mary Bissell, the film maker for My Big Fat Diet with Dr. Jay Wortman.

We had a great talk and I'm trying to become there promotions person for My Big Fat Diet.

I forgot to tell her that I don't want any money and I never want any money, I just want to get this message out to the world.

It's to important to profit from.

Were going for Frontline and PBS.

Promotions and sales is what I do best.

If I believe in something I can promote it.

I couldn't believe more in anything than I believe in this.

The world can't grasp the reality of hybrid and processed carbohydrate addiction and it's effects on the human race but it's all right there in this documentary.

I'm supposed to get back to her the first of next week.

History is being made right here folks and you are a big part of it.

Enjoy yourself and have a great day!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

290# on Day 357 Wednesday, May 20, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 29# in 357 days

Total weight loss 75# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 106# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just twelve months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:

I was 288# yeste5rday and 290# today.

Meat and water only both days, about 5# each.

No time.

Monday, May 18, 2009

290# on Day 355 Monday, May 18, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 29# in 355 days

Total weight loss 75# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 106# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just twelve months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold chuck steak and 2# of cold ground beef and 1# of baloney and 1# of Wrangler Wieners and a quart of pickles yesterday. Water to Drink.

I shouldn't have bought the baloney and wieners.

I'm feeding emotions and turmoil and nerves again, compulsively.

I have to find a way to get away from the emotional trauma that is going on in my life.

My kids think they can just kick me around like a dirt bag and I'm supposed to just bounce right back.

Sadistic, cruel people love to offer out suffering and then pretend they have done nothing.

Sadism is mental disease passed on from one generation to the next.

I am probably going to get away from these monsters and that means not being able to see my grandchildren any more or they me.

Marijuana fools will group up on you and destroy you if you speak out against them and there imagining and dreaming and false, pretending ways.

They live in illusion but don't you try to take it away from them.

They will destroy there own children or anything else in there path.

Marijuana is a deadly, distorting, poison of the mind and body and soul and emotions.

A true mental diease.

An addiction.

You must play there game or they will destroy you. -- The children play.

They have no choice.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

285# on Day 354 Sunday, May 17, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 34# in 354 days

Total weight loss 80# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 101# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just eleven months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold steak and 1 1/2# of cold hamburger and a quart of pickles yesterday.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Fuck You

If you don't like this sight! -- Welcome if you do!

288# on Day 353 Saturday, May 16, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 31# in 353 days

Total weight loss 77# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 104# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just eleven months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold chuck steak and 1 1/2# of cold hamburger and a quart of pickles at work yesterday and then 3# plus of steak and meat at the Golden Corral Buffet in Fargo for supper.

We got rained out so I went to Fargo and looked at computers.

I think I'm going to get another Apple Computer and Software.

I'm back to filming and editing and making music, Apple is the easiest and most effective one there is for an amateur like me.

Apple is for dummies.

I'm looking at Final Cut Studio 2 and another Power Mac, a dual quad possibly.

3# up but it's all in my stomach.

Friday, May 15, 2009

285# on Day 352 Friday, May 15, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 33# in 352 days

Total weight loss 80# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 101# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just eleven months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
1 1/2# of hamburger steak and four eggs for breakfast and 2# of steamed scallops for supper yesterday.

Water to drink.

I'm going on two weeks now of back on diet and about 5# weight loss.

I'm feeling better and better all the time.

Today I work again and it is also payday.

Have a good day!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Honor restored: Keeping secret nearly impossible | DL-Online | Detroit Lakes, Minnesota -- By: Nathan Kitzmann


Honor restored: Keeping secret nearly impossible | DL-Online | Detroit Lakes, Minnesota

Chrysler Plans to Shut a Quarter of Its Dealers - NYTimes.com


Chrysler Plans to Shut a Quarter of Its Dealers - NYTimes.com

Mark Twain

- I have been studying the traits and dispositions of the lower animals (so-called), and contrasting them with the traits and dispositions of man. I find the result humiliating to me. For it obliges me to renounce my allegiance to the Darwinian theory of the Ascent of Man from the Lower Animals; since it now seems plain to me that the theory ought to be vacated in favor of a new and truer one, this new and truer one to be named the Descent of Man from the Higher Animals.

In Bleak Afghan Outpost, Troops Slog On - NYTimes.com


In Bleak Afghan Outpost, Troops Slog On - NYTimes.com

Explorer-Scouts Train in Post-9/11 Law Enforcement Methods - NYTimes.com


Explorer-Scouts Train in Post-9/11 Law Enforcement Methods - NYTimes.com

Oscar Sauce

Béarnaise sauce

Béarnaise sauce (French: Sauce béarnaise) IPA: [be.aʁ.nɛz] [1] is a sauce made of clarified butter and egg yolks flavored with tarragon and shallots, with chervil and tarragon simmered in vinegar to make a reduction. "A Béarnaise sauce is simply an egg yolk, a shallot, a little tarragon vinegar, and butter, but it takes years of practice for the result to be perfect," wrote the restaurateur Fernand Point (1897-1955) in Ma Gastronomie. It is a traditional sauce for steak.[2]

Bearnaise sauce - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Bearnaise sauce -

287# on Day 351 Thursday, May 14, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 31# in 351 days

Total weight loss 78# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 103# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just eleven months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
1 1/2# of bacon and four eggs for breakfast yesterday and 1 1/2# of deerburger with Heinze reduced sugar ketchup for supper.

My letter this morning to Dr. Jay Wortman and Jimmy Moore

Jimmy, here’s a letter I wrote to Dr. Jay Wortman.

It doesn’t matter to me if you publish it or not. — I just wanted you to see it! Thanks

Dr. Jay

Sensory overload is what I believe to be at the core of carbohydrate addiction and it’s symptoms.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPDTEuotHe0

O J Simpson was in sensory overload when he killed his wife and he was in it again when he burst into that room in his most recent conviction in Los Vegas.

O. J. has been a stimulant addict for many decades. Amphetamines and cocaine by the gallon at his house, not to mention caffeine and sugar and carbohydrates.

The Inca high priests considered caffeine in the form of chocolate to be a link to paradise. — There senses were enhanced.

They also hybrid corn and potatoes.

These are extreme examples to be sure but to open the conversation regarding autism and stimuli and our senses and carbohydrates and our minds and emotions is the second facet after diabetes and heart disease and blood pressure regarding carbohydrates.

Sensory overload effects our thyroid glands and our hormones dramatically.

The mental aspects of carbohydrate addiction are profound and far reaching.

Thanks for allowing me to express myself.

Tom

Sensory Overload Simulation

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Knorr Bearnaise Sauce Mix, 24-Ounce Canisters (Pack of 2): Amazon.com: Grocery = Oscar Sauce -- For steaks and meat


Knorr Bearnaise Sauce Mix, 24-Ounce Canisters (Pack of 2): Amazon.com: Grocery(Click here) -- Make it with a cube of real butter and heavy cream and then follow the directions on the label or half of that. -- That's the one I'm going to try, your food has to taste really good in order for this diet to work! -- Cook good food, beautifully and plenty of it twice a day with nothing but water to drink and no snacks! -- Nothing else works!!! -- Trust me, this works like a charm!!! -- DON'T buy and prepare really good food and plenty of it and water only to drink and no snacks and eat twice a day and fail!!! -- That's an absolute fact!!! -- You've got to have really good food and plenty of it, that is an absolute fact,zero -- nothing more. -- Really good food and plenty of it!!! -- Why, you say!!! -- Because it's all around you!!! -- That's why!!! -- It's on TV, it's on the walls, it's everywhere you go and it's everywhere you see and everywhere you hear and everywhere you smell.

It's torturous deprivation if you don't eat really good food and plenty of it!!!

You got it by the ass, when you do!!!

286# on Day 350 Wednesday, May 13, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 32# in 350 days

Total weight loss 74# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 102# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold chuck steak and two quarts of pickles at work yesterday and then 1 1/2# of bacon and four eggs when I got home for supper last night.

We got off at 6PM yesterday and there is no work today because of the rain.

I'm trying bacon and eggs and sausage and eggs again.

This time four eggs instead of six and pretty soon I will go to one pound of bacon or sausage instead of a pound and a half.

I'm buying my meat grinder right away and I will start grinding my own hamburger and sausage.

I'm betting that it will work great and my food will taste better and my prices will be improved.

Between that and my new pickles and slightly smaller portions and no onions I expect to begin losing weight handily again.

I'm buying higher priced steaks this time as well as my old standby, chuck steaks which I always love.

A good chuck steak, cooked right is hard to beat.

Bone in Rib Steak is good and thick Chuck Eye's and Filet Mignon are really good.

I'm going to look into "Oscar" sauce too!

I should be 240# or less by summers end.

Hopefully forever this time and then down from there.

Like always it is just remarkable that I can eat that much and still lose a pound.

That's how this diet has always worked.

No hunger and great weight loss and lot's of energy.

That's the no carb or low low carb way.

I will slowly get back down into the 270's and then the 260's and then the 250's and by then be well on my way again.

Oh, Happy Day!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

M.A. Gedney Co. - Extraordinary Pickles



M.A. Gedney Co. - Extraordinary Pickles

287# on Day 349 Tuesday, May 12, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 31# in 349 days

Total weight loss 73# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 103# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold steak and 2# of cold ground beef and a quart and a half of pickles yesterday while working and water to drink.

I'm slowly making recovery.

I found some new pickles.

Gedney whole dill pickles in the gallon jars at Walmart for $4.97, they have zero sugar and one carb only and taste great.

400 calories to the whole gallon.

I could eat a gallon a day if I wanted too.

These are the best pickles I have ever eaten.

The Bunnell Farm in Detroit Lakes, Minnesota was famous for it's pickles from about 1900 until 1945.

My grandfather.

Monday, May 11, 2009

288# on Day 348 Monday, May 10, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 30# in 348 days

Total weight loss 72# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 104# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold steak and 2# of cold hamburger and a quart of pickles at work yesterday and nothing more except water.

I'm the same as all the way back on track only 28# heavier.

I eat most of my food in the mornings as I am so hungry from having not eaten since the day before, also in the morning.

I will continue to lose weight steadily.

Hopefully this new fat is a softer, lighter fat that comes off m0ore easily than the old fat.

I feel much much better.

I bought a bottle of one carb catsup yesterday.

It has sucrose which I thought was sugar, it's not, it's Splenda.

I won't eat artificial or chemicals so I am thinking about throwing it but I hate to throw away the $3 and I didn't save the receipt and Walmart probably can't take food back anyway.

I wish somebody made a catsup with just a tiny amount of real sugar.

Very small amounts of sugar is the same thing as low low carbohydrates.

This is day eight in a row at work.

The money is good.

6AM to 8PM is about average, sometimes more, sometimes less, mostly more.

This goes on for about three more weeks.

I sleep and work and that's about it.

I live 35 miles from my job so it's up at five and home at nine most of the time except if it rains.

I go to bed at nine thirty or ten.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

290# on Day 347 Sunday, May 9, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 28# in 347 days

Total weight loss 70# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 106# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold chuck steak and 2# of cold ground beef and a quart of pickles yesterday at work driving truck.

I slept eight hours last night, 9:30PM to 5:30AM this morning.

Everything is going well and good except for the slaughter my kids have done to me again.

Pedophilia and incest are two of this worlds greatest sins.

Those who support and pretend in favor of those with this illness are equally as incestuous.

They will be right there with this child molester when he molests his next child and all of those that follow.

To help a child molester is to molest children yourself.

The pretenders pretend there way out of this.

They have been abused and molested themselves as children and live in a denial and in turn feed this horrid behavior.

In the name of God and trust they sacrifice there own children to these monsters!

This goes on generation after gereration except for those who put a stop to it!

I fight this and the dope and alcohol that goes with it so I am shit!

Happy Mothers Day!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

The nightmare is over

I no longer have the uncontrollable cravings and desires. -- Now it's just the long road back to weight loss and improved health.

The separation anxiety and depression I am still dealing with but I will force myself out of self pity and live with the pain.

These monsters are not going to be allowed to torture me any more and pretend they are not doing anything.

Sadistic people are heartless and cruel.

The great pretenders!

Colin Powell SHUT THE FUCK UP Rush Limbaugh knows your a FAKE

291# on Day 346 Saturday, May 9, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 27# in 346 days

Total weight loss 69# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 107# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
1 1/2# of cold hamburger and 1 1/2# of cold bacon and eggs scramble and a quart of pickles for my lunch yesterday while working and then 2# of Chuck Steak when I got home and no weight gain.

Meat is mostly water.

I bought a bunch of chuck steaks on sale for $2.79 a pound so I will be eating steaks again from here on out.

They had beautiful thick chuck steak eyes in the meat case for $3.79 a pound but they are to thick to cook well done like I do for when I eat them cold.

After this job is done I will buy a bunch of them and also bone in rib steaks.

I am all the way back on board.

I'm fat but I am really glad and I feel ten times better.

The people who use me and who are mean to me are not going to be able to set me off again.

They are cruel and mean and selfish and heartless.

They will destroy me and they will destroy little children.

They are very sick souls.

Marijuana is poison.

The users of this world are parasites sucking the life out of those around them.

To which they are blind!

They have no brains, they are utter fools!

The great pretenders!

Friday, May 8, 2009

I fought my way off from carbohydrates by eating lots of meat and going through the withdrawals

I hope it never happens again. -- The 25# I gained in a few short weeks is very painful! -- 265# to 290#

But listen to this! -- As bad as the weight gain is, having carbohydrates in my system was worse.

I feel 150% better being carbohydrate free or at least nearly carbohydrate free!

I'm sleeping good again too!

I'm a tough old horse but I really took a shit kicking this time.

I forgot how good I feel when I'm carbohydrate free and how bad I feel when I'm on carbohydrates.

I am also pig fat again but determined as ever!

I never doubt the reality of what I am doing.

291# on Day 345 Friday, May 8, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 27# in 345 days

Total weight loss 69# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 107# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
3# of cold hamburger steak and 1# of scrambled eggs and a quart of pickles while working yesterday.

The war is over!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

290# on Day 344 Thursday, May 7, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 28# in 344 days

Total weight loss 70# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 106# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold scrambled eggs and bacon and 1 1/2# of Cold Hamburger Steak and a quart of pickles while driving yesterday and then a 12 ounce package of baloney later on in the day and then 1# of Hamburger when I got home last night when I was cooking a 5# package of hamburger for lunches.

I will take the other 4# with me for lunch today.

All's well that ends well!

At least I didn't eat carbohydrates per say.

The baloney I shouldn't have eaten though.

Never say die!

I'm out of financial ruin again and I hope I stay that way forever.

I will make $5,000 in these next four weeks.

I am going to try to turn it into $50,000 over the next few years by buying and selling miscalanious small items and buy me a piece of land that I can have animals and a garden and park my cars on.

Five acres or so.

Be nice if my diet and my money works out.

My entire life has been hand to mouth.

I am caught up on everything.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Magazine Preview - A Journey Through Darkness - My Life With Chronic Depression - NYTimes.com


Magazine Preview - A Journey Through Darkness - My Life With Chronic Depression - NYTimes.com

DAMNED HUMAN RACE--Mark Twain


DAMNED HUMAN RACE--Mark Twain

Mark Twain

Mark Twain is a central figure in American literature. The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, his finest work, is the story of a journey down the Mississippi by two memorable figures, a white boy and a black slave. Twain was born Samuel Lang-home Clemens in 1835 and was raised in Hannibal, Missouri. During his early years, he worked as a riverboat pilot, newspa­per reporter, printer, and gold prospector. Although his popu­lar image is as the author of such comic works as The Adven­tures of Tom Sawyer, Life on the Mississippi, and The Prince and the Pauper, Twain had a darker side that may have resulted from the bitter experiences of his life: financial failure and the deaths of his wife and daughter. His last writings are savage, satiric, and pessimistic. The following selection is taken from Letters from the Earth, one of his last works. It has been under the title Damned Human Race been printed in numerous anthologies of essays.

The Damned Human Race

Did todays newspaper contain a headline about people (Irish, Lebanese, Chilean) fighting somewhere in the world? Most likely, it did. In the following selection, Mark Twain concludes that the combative an4 cruel nature of human beings makes them the lowest of creatures, not the highest. With scathing irony, he supplies a startling reason for humans warlike nature.

I have been studying the traits and dispositions of the lower animals (so-called), and contrasting them with the traits and dispositions of man. I find the result humiliating to me. For it obliges me to renounce my allegiance to the Darwinian theory of the Ascent of Man from the Lower Animals; since it now seems plain to me that the theory ought to be vacated in favor of a new and truer one, this new and truer one to be named the Descent of Man from the Higher Animals.

In proceeding toward this unpleasant conclusion I have not guessed or speculated or conjectured, but have used what is com­monly called the scientific method. That is to say, I have sub­jected every postulate that presented itself to the crucial test of actual experiment, and have adopted it or rejected it according to the result. Thus I verified and established each step of my course in its turn before advancing to the next. These experiments were made in the London Zoological Gardens, and covered many months of painstaking and fatiguing work.

Before particularizing any of the experiments, I wish to state one or two things which seem to more properly belong in this place than further along. This, in the interest of clearness. The massed experiments established to my satisfaction certain gener­alizations, to wit:

1. That the human race is of one distinct species. It exhibits slight variations (in color, stature, mental caliber, and so on) due to climate, environment, and so forth; but it is a species by itself, and not to be confounded with any other.

2. That the quadrupeds are a distinct family, also. This fam­ily exhibits variations (in color, size, food preferences, and so on; but it is a family by itself).

3. That the other families (the birds, the fishes, the insects, the reptiles, etc.) are more or less distinct, also. They are in the procession. They are links in the chain which stretches down from the higher animals to man at the bottom.

Some of my experiments were quite curious. In the course of my reading I had come across a case where, many years ago, some hunters on our Great Plains organized a buffalo hunt for the entertainment of an English earl. They had charming sport. They killed seventy-two of those great animals; and ate part of one of them and left the seventy-one to rot. In order to determine the differ­ence between an anaconda and an earl (if any) I caused seven young calves to be turned into the anacondas cage. The grateful reptile immediately crushed one of them and swallowed it, then lay back satisfied. It showed no further interest in the calves, and no disposition to harm them. I tried this experiment with other anacondas; always with the same result. The fact stood proven that the difference between an earl and an anaconda is that the earl is cruel and the anaconda isnt; and that the earl wantonly destroys what he has no use for, but the anaconda doesnt. This seemed to suggest that the anaconda was not descended from the earl. It also seemed to suggest that the earl was descended from the anaconda, and had lost a good deal in the transition.

I was aware that many men who have accumulated more millions of money than they can ever use have shown a rabid hunger for more, and have not scrupled to cheat the ignorant and the helpless out of their poor servings in order to partially appease that appetite. I furnished a hundred different kinds of wild and tame animals the opportunity to accumulate vast stores of food, but none of them would do it. The squirrels and bees and certain birds made accumulations, but stopped when they had gathered a winter s supply, and could not be persuaded to add to it either honestly or by chicane. In order to bolster up a tottering reputa­tion the ant pretended to store up supplies, but I was not de­ceived. I know the ant. These experiments convinced me that there is this difference between man and the higher animals: he is avaricious and miserly; they are not.

In the course of my experiments I convinced myself that among the animals man is the only one that harbors insults and injuries, broods over them, waits till a chance offers, then takes revenge. The passion of revenge is unknown to the higher animals.

Roosters keep harems, but it is by consent of their concu­bines; therefore no wrong is done. Men keep harems but it is by brute force, privileged by atrocious laws which the other sex were allowed no hand in making. In this matter man occupies a far lower place than the rooster.

Cats are loose in their morals, but not consciously so. Man, in his descent from the cat, has brought the cats looseness with him but has left the unconsciousness behind (the saving grace which excuses the cat). The cat is innocent, man is not.

Indecency, vulgarity, obscenity (these are strictly confined to man); he invented them. Among the higher animals there is no trace of them. They hide nothing; they are not ashamed. Man, with his soiled mind, covers himself. He will not even enter a drawing room with his breast and back naked, so alive are he and his mates to indecent suggestion. Man is The Animal that Laughs. But so does the monkey, as Mr. Darwin pointed out; and so does the Australian bird that is called the laughing jackass. No! Man is the Animal that Blushes. He is the only one that does itor has occasion to.

At the head of this article we see how three monks were burnt to death a few days ago, and a prior put to death with atrocious cruelty. Do we inquire into the details? No; or we should find out that the prior was subjected to unprintable muti­lations. Man (when he is a North American Indian) gouges out his prisoners eyes; when he is King John, with a nephew to render untroublesome, he uses a red-hot iron; when he is a reli­gious zealot dealing with heretics in the Middle Ages, he skins his captive alive and scatters salt on his back; in the first Richards time he shuts up a multitude of Jew families in a tower and sets fire to it; in Columbuss time he captures a family of Spanish Jews and (but that is not printable; in our day in England a man is fined ten shillings for beating his mother nearly to death with a chair, and another man is fined forty shillings for having four pheasant eggs in his possession without being able to satisfacto­rily explain how he got them). Of all the animals, man is the only one that is cruel. He is the only one that inflicts pain for the pleasure of doing it. It is a trait that is not known to the higher animals. The cat plays with the frightened mouse; but she has this excuse, that she does not know that the mouse is suffering. The cat is moderate (unhumanly moderate: she only scares the mouse, she does not hurt it; she doesnt dig out its eyes, or tear off its skin, or drive splinters under its nails) man-fashion; when she is done playing with it she makes a sudden meal of it and puts it out of its trouble. Man is the Cruel Animal. He is alone in that distinction.

The higher animals engage in individual fights, but never in organized masses. Man is the only animal that deals in that atrocity of atrocities, War. He is the only one that gathers his brethren about him and goes forth in cold blood and with calm pulse to exterminate his kind. He is the only animal that for sordid wages will march out, as the Hessians did in our Revolu­tion, and as the boyish Prince Napoleon did in the Zulu war, and help to slaughter strangers of his own species who have done him no harm and with whom he has no quarrel.

Man is the only animal that robs his helpless fellow of his countrytakes possession of it and drives him out of it or destroys him. Man has done this in all the ages. There is not an acre of ground on the globe that is in possession of its rightful owner, or that has not been taken away from owner after owner, cycle after cycle, by force and bloodshed.

Man is the only Slave. And he is the only animal who en­slaves. He has always been a slave in one form or another, and has always held other slaves in bondage under him in one way or another. In our day he is always some mans slave for wages, and does that mans work; and this slave has other slaves under him for minor wages, and they do his work. The higher animals are the only ones who exclusively do their own work and provide their own living.

Man is the only Patriot. He sets himself apart in his own country, under his own flag, and sneers at the other nations, and keeps multitudinous uniformed assassins on hand at heavy ex­pense to grab slices of other peoples countries, and keep them from grabbing slices of his. And in the intervals between cam­paigns, he washes the blood off his hands and works for the universal brotherhood of man, with his mouth.

Man is the Religious Animal. He is the only Religious Ani­mal. He is the only animal that has the True Religion, several of them. He is the only animal that loves his neighbor as himself, and cuts his throat if his theology isnt straight. He has made a graveyard of the globe in trying his honest best to smooth his brothers path to happiness and heaven. He was at it in the time of the Caesars, he was at it in Mahomets time, he was at it in the time of the Inquisition, he was at it in France a couple of cen­turies, he was at it in England in Marys day, he has been at it ever since he first saw the light, he is at it today in Crete (as per the telegrams quoted above) he will be at it somewhere else tomor­row. The higher animals have no religion. And we are told that they are going to be left out, in the Hereafter. I wonder why? It seems questionable taste.

Man is the Reasoning Animal. Such is the claim. I think it is open to dispute. Indeed, my experiments have proven to me that he is the Unreasoning Animal. Note his history, as sketched above. It seems plain to me that whatever he is he is not a reasoning animal. His record is the fantastic record of a maniac. I consider that the strongest count against his intelligence is the fact that with that record back of him he blandly sets himself up as the head animal of the lot: whereas by his own standards he is the bottom one.

In truth, man is incurably foolish. Simple things which the other animals easily learn, he is incapable of learning. Among my experiments was this. In an hour I taught a cat and a dog to be friends. I put them in a cage. In another hour I taught them to be friends with a rabbit. In the course of two days I was able to add a fox, a goose, a squirrel and some doves. Finally a monkey. They lived together in peace; even affectionately.

Next, in another cage I confined an Irish Catholic from Tipperary, and as soon as he seemed tame I added a Scotch Presbyterian from Aberdeen. Next a Turk from Constantinople; a Greek Christian from Crete; an Armenian; a Methodist from the wilds of Arkansas; a Buddhist from China; a Brahman from Benares. Finally, a Salvation Army Colonel from Wapping. Then I stayed away two whole days. When I came back to note results, the cage of Higher Animals was all right, but in the other there was but a chaos of gory odds and ends of turbans and fezzes and plaids and bones and fleshnot a specimen left alive. These Reasoning Animals had disagreed on a theological detail and carried the matter to a Higher Court.

One is obliged to concede that in true loftiness of character, Man cannot claim to approach even the meanest of the Higher Animals. It is plain that he is constitutionally incapable of ap­proaching that altitude; that he is constitutionally afflicted with a Defect which must make such approach forever impossible, for it is manifest that this defect is permanent in him, indestructible, ineradicable.

I find this Defect to be the Moral Sense. He is the only animal that has it. It is the secret of his degradation. It is the quality which enables him to do wrong. It has no other office. It is in capable of performing any other function. It could never hate been intended to perform any other. Without it, man could do no wrong. He would rise at once to the level of the Higher Animals.

Since the Moral Sense has but the one office, the one capacity (to enable man to do wrong) it is plainly without value to him. It is as valueless to him as is disease. In fact, it manifestly is a disease. Rabies is bad, but it is not so bad as this disease. Rabies enables a man to do a thing, which he could not do when in a healthy state: kill his neighbor with a poisonous bite. NC) one is the better man for having rabies: The Moral Sense enables a man to do wrong. It enables him to do wrong in a thousand ways. Rabies is an innocent disease, compared to the Moral Sense. No one, then, can be the better man for having the Moral Sense. What now, do we find the Primal Curse to have been? Plainly what it was in the beginning: the infliction upon man of the Moral Sense; the ability to distinguish good from evil; and with it, necessarily, the ability to do evil; for there can be no evil act without the presence of consciousness of it in the doer of it.

And so I find that we have descended and degenerated, from some far ancestor (some microscopic atom wandering at its pleasure between the mighty horizons of a drop of water perchance) insect by insect, animal by animal, reptile by reptile, down the long highway of smirch less innocence, till we have reached the bottom stage of development (namable as the Human Being). Below us, nothing.

288# on Day 343 Wednesday, May 6, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 30# in 343 days

Total weight loss 73# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 103# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold scrambled eggs and bacon from my freezer yesterday morning and 1 1/2# of hamburger steaks the same way and a quart of pickles, all eaten in the truck like always.

If this was a continuation instead of another start I would be better off.

At least I know all of the steps I need to take.

Each day I feel a little better and a little more in control.

Each day is one more sugar/carbohydrate free day so my system is detoxifying and I am less and less under the effects of the drug/stimulant part of the deal at the same time.

The thing that gets me is that I actually enjoy my mostly all meat diet and I feel by far my best when I am close to zero carbs.

I hate sugar and carbohydrates.

They mess me up bigtime!

I could eat them in a normal way instead of massively because I know that I am going to go back to zero but that would mean staying high on carbohydrates and I don't want that either.

I wouldn't have to be a runaway train gobbling up every carbohydrate in sight like there is no tomorrow.

I could eat sensible smaller meals with average amounts of carbohydrates and few snacks and accomplish the same thing.

Weight loss!

But this is more about not being high on carbohydrates than weight loss.

The weight loss is just a big added plus!

It's pretty much impossible to explain to people that don't understand what I'm talking about.

They think I'm just extreme or an eccentric nut case or something.

Nobody knows that they are high on carbohydrates or if they do they think that it is normal and natural.

I know that it is not normal and natural.

Why? -- Because I looked at it!

You tell me why we are flying around in space ships and building and building and making war and destroying whole cultures nonstop and with no end in sight!

Humans are all stimulated out of there gourdes on processed sugar and hybrid carbohydrates and corn syrup and caffeine, that's why!

The human race is crazy, not me!

We are not going to just get uncrazy by stopping carbohydrates but we are going to be able to find starting place of being uncrazy.

Crazy as it sounds there is no other way!

The thing is that it is not going to happen anytime soon if ever!

It's an individual thing that we can wish for all but never see happen.

We will be the only truly enlightened and it will be valueless except for ourselves and our loved ones and the few within our sphere.

I am going to try to broadcast this to the world like Mark Twain did but it's hard telling if I will get anywhere.

Humans love to be high and will never let it go.

They think that being high and accomplishing all of these things is an advancement in civilization and culture.

They have no idea that it is the opposite.

When I start getting my paychecks I am going to start buying high priced steaks and hamburger and pickles with zero carbs instead of one carb per serving.

I think we are going to be rained out today.

I have to call in in a couple of hours and find out.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Three days and hanging on -- Major fuck up -- Major, Major, Fuck Up

I got no choice but to bring it back! -- I feel lots better but the fuck up is big!

I'm back to work and eating right. -- I'm taking a one a day Centrum Multivitamin/Multimineral Supplement and I bought a bottle of 100 plain Aspirin for $.99 cents.

I have taken the vitamin one each night at bedtime after not eating since before noon each day and five of the plain aspirin once each day for the last two days.

I'm sleeping pretty good and making recovery.

289# on Day 342 Tuesday, May 5, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 29# in 342 days

Total weight loss 72# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 104# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of cold scrambled eggs and bacon yesterday while driving and 1 1/2# of cold hamburger patty and a quart of pickles.

Day two of my recovery.

I had lots of cravings and discomfort but I made it through the day.

My hypoglycemia and compulsive eating disorder had become full blown.

All the weight went right back on my stomach.

It's huge again.

About 30# added to my stomach and ass.

I am really disappointed in myself but I am back on board.

Another hard lesson learned.

A little over a 70# weight loss when I was over a 100# weight loss is huge.

Especially when it took me years to do it and in weeks everything went to hell.

I will have the same lunch today.

Have a good day.

At least I feel better being back on board.

Nothing can change that.

Monday, May 4, 2009

290# on Day 341 Monday, May 4, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 28# in 341 days

Total weight loss 71# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 105# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
2# of pork sausage links and four eggs for breakfast and 1 1/2# of Deerburger Steak for supper yesterday and water to drink.

290# is a long ways from my low of 258# just a few months ago.

Oh, well! -- I can't go backwards I can only go forwards and have learned from the past.

I'm back to work today driving fertilizer truck for several weeks nonstop 12 and 14 hour days.

I'm really glad, I need the money.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Natalie Cole - Larry King - Part 1

Natalie Cole - Larry King - Part 2

Natalie Cole - Larry King - Part 3

Natalie Cole - Larry King - Part 4

286# on Day 340 Sunday, May 3, of my Thousand Day Weight Loss Countdown! Started at 318# on May 27, 2008 --Current Weight Loss 32# in 340 days

Total weight loss 75# since October 1, 2006

I am a 64 year old male.

5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall.

I still have another 101# to lose to get down to 185# -- my typical, normal weight that I should be!

I weighed 165# when I was 18 years old and slowly progressed to over 365# by my middle and late 50's.

This is dedicated to carbohydrate addiction and it's cure!

I weighed 365# (probably more)(my highest weight ever) on October 1, 2006, the beginning of my diet!(My scale only went to 350#) -- I was down to 282# fifteen months later on January 1, 2008 while on my low carb 'no forced exercise' and 'all you can eat' diet! -- An 83# Weight Loss in Fifteen Months! -- I then regained 33# in five months by not adhering to my diet and weighed 318# again by May 27, 2008 (Just ten months ago!) on 'Day One' of my 'Thousand Day Countdown'!)

I will post daily for 1000 days

Today's Post:
I ate peaches and cream Ice Cream and California Naval Oranges and Burger Time Hamburgers and Little Debbi's Nutty Bars and Golden Coral Buffet and China Buffet dinners that included everything but the walls for all of Thursday and Friday and Saturday nonstop and gained another 6# for a grand total weight gain of 22# for these few weeks.\

I had been down to as low as 258# but 264# was the one I was holding at.

I had been stalled in the 260's for several months.

My clothes have gotten tighter. I was down from a 56 inch waist to a 46 inch waist. Now I'm at 48 again.

My shirts went from 4X to 2X loose, now I am 2X tight.

I feel like shit!

But I'm alive and basically in good health.

Larry King Live on CNN had Natalie Cole, Nat King Cole's daughter on last night.

She's going to get a kidney transplant.

She is touring the world and looks great and sounds great.

She is 60.

She says her voice is as good as it ever was and actually better.

(I'm going to start singing and playing the guitar and piano again, Podcasts just like the above)

I have all of the equipment, I just got to hook it up and turn it on. -- It's simple!

Click, click, click!

Her and Larry named several names of old singers still going strong.

Nat died at 49 of cigarettes.

They talked about her addictions to cocaine and heroin.

I have been following Natalie for about thirty years.

Long before her addictions took over and all the way through them and now she is six years in recovery.

I have always thought she was great.

He asked her why? -- She said she thinks any of we addictive personalities have an empty spot we are trying to fill.

Whether it's gambling or alcohol or drugs, she didn't say food but I know she's right and I know it's the same.

She said we got to do it ourselves, along with some counseling and a support system.

She has money and fame and friends all around her.

I have nothing.

She also says she loves Obama so much that he can "come right here", and she took him in right there on the spot.

Natalie is hot!

She said she loves Michelle too!

I got to see my granddaughter Babo for about an hour the other day and I talk with Dad and my brother Ron on the phone quite a bit.

Hannah I never get to see!

When I'm seeing the kids a lot, that is all I need.

I'm on cloud nine.

When the kids are taken away from me I sink into a depression and that empty spot is huge and unbearable.

The children having to suffer not being allowed to see and be with there grandpa that they love dearly is what hurts the most.

The marijuana fools think that I deserve to be left out and the children not to have me because I am shit and fucked up because I oppose them.

Get in the way of the marijuana fools and there folly and they will trample you right into the ground and say you had it coming.

Children be damned!

Marijuana fools are cruel!

Blind and heartless and cruel!

They pretend!

Watch them pretend!

The children have no voice and the children have no choice but to play along and pretend themselves or they will be damned too!

Marijuana addicts are fools, cruel, selfish fools!

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By Tom Bunnell

My Discovery

My Discovery

"The Origins of the Stimulated Mind" And what it does to us.. By Tom Bunnell -- Sugar, high fructose corn syrup, highbred carbohydrate plant life, lactose, caffeine, alcohol and nicotine, all powerful stimulant drugs. Individually, and each of them all by themselves. Combining these drugs quadruples the effects, as does the massive doses we consume daily of each of them individually. -- They are all potent powerful stimulant drugs just like amphetamine and methamphetamine and cocaine. Driving us to total destruction. Adrenaline like in nature. -- “I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.” -Albert Einstein

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By Eadweard Muybridge

This thing says it all -"King Henry VIII" BBC Documentary

--- -- Watch every moment of this video attentively for about one hour and your eyes will be opened and you will be able to see what is going on in this world today) (You will be able to see both good and evil) Your eyes will have been opened -- You will know good from evil -- Sugar and wheat and milk and honey and "selectively bred" highbred plant life and alcohol and caffeine and nicotine are all powerful stimulant drugs like cocaine and amphetamines, their "adrenaline like" effects are the cause of all of the exaggerations and distortions you see in this extraordinary PBS Documentary, film. -- (This thing says it all) -- "Hampton Court Secrets of Henry VIIIs Palace" Please Note: In my endless quest in trying to show the public and the world in general my discovery, here is an example. -- Take 200 (two hundred) people. Split them into two groups of one hundred each. One hundred watching the above documentary about King Henry VIII with no knowledge of The Bunnell Farm and The Bunnell Farm Theory and Discovery. Simply watching the video as one would. -- The other hundred people watch the same documentary but factor in the "stimulant drug" factor in everything they see right before their eyes as they watch all of the "exaggerations" taking place and beyond belief and taking place right before them as a result of all the sugar and milk and selectively bred carbohydrates, alcohol and caffeine consumption. All of the stimulant drug consumption. -- Exaggerating everything beyond belief. -- Just like cocaine and amphetamines and methamphetamine. Speed. "Adrenaline like" in nature. Completely unnatural to man. -- Like "Pimps" Exaggerating themselves on Cocaine.. Kings -- Sugar and hybrid carbohydrates and caffeine and alcohol and nicotine doing the same thing -- Speed on top of speed on top of speed

Baked Potato

Baked Potato

Ice Cream Sundae

Ice Cream Sundae

A "Baked Potato" and "Ice Cream Sundae" are the same thing, -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison



"The Origins of the Stimulated Mind"

And what it does to us..

By Tom Bunnell



All schools, all colleges, have two great functions: to confer, and to conceal, valuable knowledge. The theological knowledge which they conceal cannot justly be regarded as less valuable than that which they reveal. That is, when a man is buying a basket of strawberries it can profit him to know that the bottom half of it is rotten. Mark Twain - Notebook 1908
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"Addictions, and there Cures"

You are a junkie and you don't know it.

..Or you know you are a junkie and you think it's OK.

"Everybody's a junkie!"

-- Processed Sugar and Carbohydrates, "Selective Breeding" highbred, Wheat, Flour, Dairy, Fructose, Lactose, Sucrose, Starch, HFCS, Honey, Maple Syrup, Fruit and Grain and Vegetable's, Lentils, Nuts, -- Speed, Cocaine, Heroin, Marijuana, Prescription Drugs, Caffeine, Chocolate, Coffee, Tea, Soft Drinks, Alcohol, Gambling, Sexual Dysfunctions, Nicotine and other addictive behaviors. -- Substances and otherwise.

"Selectively Bred" and Produced and Processed and Distorted and Distributed by "Stimulated-Addicted Man", to his fellow stimulated man -- By the Shipload.

For his "profit" and "money" and more, -- by the shipload.

-TAKE THE 120 DAY ADDICTION "PLUNGE", CURE.

"A new world awaits you."

For the first 30 days it's pure hell. Nothing but pain 24/7
You endure because you know you have to if you want to get well. So you endure. You endure the impossible.

Thirty days finally gets there.

Now it's 30 more days of nearly the same. Pure hell, nothing but pain and suffering. If somebody would come up to you with a baseball bat and smash you over the head with it they would probably be doing you a favor. It's more than a man should be able to endure. But you do, you have no choice. It's either make this thing work or go back to where you were.

The second thirty days finally passes.

The next 30 days is not well and your not very far from hell but it is not pure hell. You have endured pure hell and now you are enduring a lot less hell. Still hell but a lot less hell and it is supposed to get better. You do it! Thirty, sixty and now ninety days. You don't know how you did it but you did it. Your not well yet but your a lot better and it is no longer pure hell.

The next 30 days are not easy. It's still difficult but definitely doable after all you have been through and it is supposed to get better. It gets better. It's tough but a lot better. You can do it, you have done it. You have survived 120 days of hell.

You are not well but you are a lot better and you will get better and better until you are all the way well in the next few short months. Congratulations on a job well done.

You are no longer addicted. Congratulations, again, I wish you well!

All this is, is you are acknowledging your addictions and you are doing something about it.

Yourself.

-- We don't have any magic here. Cure your addiction and get your life back or remain addicted and live your life that way.

I, myself, -- Wouldn't trade anything for being addiction free.

It's a whole new world and a whole new life.

Just like we were meant to be, just like all of the other creatures.

"SELECTIVELY HIGHBRED" PLANT LIFE = POISON(All of the Below)

"SELECTIVELY HIGHBRED" PLANT LIFE = POISON(All of the Below)

In their "natural forms" and availability, all of these foods were perfect, Now they are all poison

In their "natural forms" and availability, all of these foods were perfect, Now they are all poison

Fruits and Vegetables -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Fruits and Vegetables -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Nuts -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Nuts -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Dairy -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Dairy -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Lentils -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Lentils -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Wheat -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Wheat -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Corn -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Corn -- Pure Sugar -- Pure Poison

Nobel Peace Prize

It was a very unique person and a very unique set of circumstances and time frame as well as life's experiences to set these people apart, probably their genes and nationalities and place on this earth of equal importantance -- Moses and Jesus Christ not withstanding -- We are all unique but for most of us there were not thousands of babies' killed and ourselves being hidden in "the rushes" and raised by our captors in our uniqueness -- Moses did and Jesus Christ had his, as did Obama and Martin Luther King and Gandhi and Mother Teresa and Nelson Mandela -- Each took what they were given, like all of us, and went with it -- To have unraveled this puzzle of circumstances in my case, and the importance of my discovery, maybe even more so.

Your not going to find this anywhere else on the internet or anywhere else

This is it!

Right here.

Right now.

The Bunnell Farm . com

"The most important truth known to man".

(Previously "unknown" by man).

Recently "Discovered" by yours truly,

Tom Bunnell

America




The Bunnell Farm Discovers "The Origin of Evil" and the "Cause of War" and "Greed" and "Lust for more" for all Mankind -- Speed on top of speed -- Stimulants on top of stimulants -- Cocoa leaves and selectively highbred corn, "Selective Breeding" Potatoes and "Selective Breeding" Fruit and "Selective Breeding" Vegetables -- These stimulants take our natural aggressions and mating and territorial instincts and exaggerate and distort them profoundly and profusely

German scientists discover amphetamines.(1887)

Japan, methamphetamine.(1919)

Sugar processed from sugar cane and sugar beets and fired by coal.

Wheat by the trillions.

Dairy cows bred by the millions.

Coffee Beans and Tea Leaves and Cocoa Beans, grown and shipped by the shipload.

Cocaine extracted from the leaves and concentrated a thousand fold.

Alcohol, millions upon millions of barrels full.

Ships full.

Thousands of ships full.

Tobacco grown for millions and then billions.

World population doubles.

Then triples and quadruples.

Man's natural fighting instincts, fighting over women or territory or just because he likes to wrestle and fight.

Exaggerated a thousand fold and then ten thousand fold and then a million fold.

Stimulated out of his mind he fights in gangs and makes greater and greater war and builds armies and empires.

Now on horseback and with guns and swords.

Now ships and tanks and airplanes and bombs.

Hundreds of millions strong.

Man makes war, killing hundreds and hundreds of millions of men, women, and children.

He loves war and he loves the prizes of war.

Great warriors, surrounded by love and admiration and beautiful women and wine, and song and laughter.

Glorious, beautiful heaven for those who live and for those who die, in courageous battle.

Glorious battle.

For all eternity.

And more, and more, and more.

He loves war.

He gets his rocks off, fighting WAR.

All, exaggerated instincts, stimulant driven.

Self interest and superiority, along with confidence and well being and sureness of self.

Big headed and egotistical.

Confidence.

Just some of the effects of stimulants with many feeling they are godlike and fulfilling gods purpose and will.

They are also humble and loving and with great senses of humor.

They have it all.

They are stars.

All the while, never realizing any of this.

Nature gives us adrenaline to protect ourselves and our families.

We are by nature, self interested in these moments.

We don't live there, but with stimulants we do.

Completely unnatural to man.

Exaggerated, man.
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"AND LET US FIND AND CURE THE PROBLEM SO THERE IS NO NEED TO CURE THE DISEASE"

-Jack Smith

To Jack and June Smith and Family,

Christmas December 25, 2012

"My gift to you".

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I have found the "problem" and the "cause" of WAR that Jack speaks so plainly and eloquently about! -- The cure is going to take a whole lot of doing and may not even be possible, but finding "the problem" gives us a starting point and "where to begin".

Simply "knowing" what happened and what is happening can lead to a cure.

We are stimulated out of our minds.

Jack , I know your gone, but to Jack and all of your family and friends and everybody else out there. I have found the "problem" that Jack speaks of "AND LET US FIND AND CURE THE PROBLEM SO THERE IS NO NEED TO CURE THE DISEASE".

-- "the problem" are the stimulants that we consume on a daily basis and that began some thousands of years ago, after we began cultivating and high-breeding plant life.

Quite accidentally.

Sugar and starch content in our plant life with selectively bred carbohydrates and processed carbohydrates at the core.

Thousands of times more carbohydrates than we could ever consume naturally in our natural diet.

In these potent concentrations, they become like Amphetamines(Adolph Hitler) Methamphetamine(Japanese) and Cocaine(Mayan) in both strength and effect in the "quantities" that we began to consume.

"Adrenaline like", just like speed and cocaine.

They cause our bodies hormone system to secrete adrenaline and dopamine and put us in our survival mode.

Self centered, egotistical, kings and war mongering monsters.

Heartless souls when we go into battle mode. We stay there and live there because we keep consuming all of these sugar/stimulants almost on an hourly basis the world over.

The entire planet earth. Presently all of our worlds people's.

I know this sounds crazy and incomprehensible, but this is the cause of man's superiority and WAR and the "problem" Jack speaks too.

The Egyptians, The Roman Empire, The Kingdoms of Europe, Colonizing the whole world, or as much as they were able.

Murderous rampages.

All of the unbelievable wars man has fought over the centuries and millenniums.

Hundreds of millions of men, women, and children slaughtered and killed senselessly.

We either fight for or against, and then become monsters ourselves.

Completely unbeknowst to ourselves.

We think it's normal it has gone on for so long.

We must, or it be they.

We say "no" "not us" we do not become murderers and monsters by eating and drinking sugars and selectively bred carbohydrates.

This is ludicrous!

Insane!

Become a President or general or world leader and see how long that lasts.

selective plants, selective fruits and selectively bred vegetables and selective grains, milk.

Caffeine and alcohol and nicotine are also big players in this insanity.

The quest for power and wealth and armies.

All stimulant driven like the greed for more and more.

Table sugar and selective fruit and selective vegetables and selective grains along with milk and the other stimulants spurring us on for thousands of years now.

Speed drives people crazy but they don't know it. They believe their views and thoughts and perceptions to be natural and normal and truthful.

They are not.

Stimulants exaggerate all of our natural emotions until they become unnatural and we not knowing it. All this growth and consumption and population, all stimulant driven.

Think of seven billion people taking speed.

This is what has happened.

I quite accidentally discovered this just a few years ago while studying obesity and diabetes and sugar addiction with the computer.

It wasn't on the Internet or Computer, I just put two and two together myself after learning that flour was the same thing as table sugar in your stomach.

How could natures seeds be poison I thought.

That's when the hybreeding light came on.

It has taken me awhile to realise what I discovered.

The greatest of all discoveries and in the name of Jack Smith.

So there you go Jack. -- The Inca/Mayan/Aztec and Egypt and those before them, they selectively bred plant life to increase sugar and starch and yield, never once knowing they had created stimulants, that would profoundly alter all of mankind and the earth itself.

Yours Truly, Tom Bunnell --

USS Houston surviving family member.

Nephew of Victor Bunnell, "Bird" our family called him.

Bird went down with the ship.

My dad, Thomas Bunnell Sr. joined the Navy to avenge the sinking of the USS Houston.

He never made it home.

This is the greatest and most important discovery of all time.

Thank You. Tom Bunnell -- 25, December, 2012

"Christmas"

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"AND LET US FIND AND CURE THE PROBLEM SO THERE IS NO TO CURE THE DISEASE"
Jack's Poem

Jacks Poem

IT HAS BEEN SIXTY YEARS SINCE WE SWAM AWAY
LEAVING THE MOST BRAVE AND HEROIC MEN THAT
WITH THEIR LIVES DID PAY
THEY DID NOT GIVE THE GIFT THEY GAVE WITH OUT A FIGHT
BUT WITH OUT MEN LIKE THIS AMERICA WOULD FADE INTO THE NIGHT

THOSE OF US WHO SURVIVED THE SINKING AND THE BURMA HELL
TRY TO CONTACT YOUR FAMILIES AND YOUR SACRIFICE TELL
YOUR NAME GOES ON THE LIST OF THOSE WHO HAVE GIVEN ALL
WITH OUT SUCH SACRIFICES WE AS A COUNTRY WOULD SURLY FALL

I CALL ON THE LEADERS AND CITIZENS OF OUR LAND
NOT TO JUST TALK AND SHOUT PRAISES AS ANY ONE CAN
THINK OF ALL OF THE SACRIFICES OF MEN LIKE THESE
AND LET US FIND AND CURE THE PROBLEM SO
THERE IS NO NEED TO CURE THE DISEASE
JACK SMITH

Egypt


This really shouldn't even be possible, this shouldn't be happening

How could one man and one man only have such a profound and important discovery, regarding man and life and the earth itself, and virtually not have a living soul be able to comprehend or see this reality, or the importance in this.

Or even entertain the possibility, that rather than some "crackpot" rave going on here, to take a look at this as if it were the truth, and then discard it if you want too.

Just "motherfucking" look at it.

If those Inca and Mayan and Aztec and Egyptians, and all of their pyramids and religions and slaves.

Thousands of miles and oceans and continents apart, in ancient times, thousands of years ago, and they differing from all of the other peoples on this planet earth.

Differing only in the stimulants they consume from the rest of the worlds population, and where those stimulants took them too.

Sugar and highbred carbohydrates.

Alcohol and caffeine and cocaine and nicotine.

HIGHBRED PLANT LIFE THAT THEY EAT AND DRINK HOURLY AND DAILY.

Fruits and grains and vegetables.

Highbred, highbred, highbred.

Pure sugar and pure starch and pure carbohydrates.

The rest of the world did not do that, but as they did they entered the same realms.

The Kingdoms.

The Roman Empire.

The Colonization of America.

For christ's sake.

We see these motherfuckers as these great, sophisticated, intelligent, brilliant, cultures and beings.

Marvels to wonder at.

The sons of bitches are crazy monsters, stimulated out of their fucking minds and murdering and slaying and enslaving people and babies so that they can satisfy their insatiable greed and lust for more and power and to feed their "godlike" selves.

Hundreds of thousands of slaves, millions of slaves.

Be murdered or be a slave.

They will kill your babies if you don't.

Hundreds and thousands of years of enslavement.

Generation after generation after generation.

Man, woman and child.

They think they are so god damn great that the whole world should admire and bow to them in their beauty and greatness and superiority and sophistication.

Genuinly.

All "hallmarks" of speed and stimulants.

Stimulant use.

The "adrenaline like" effects.

"Pimps".

Big headed motherfuckers.

Doped out of their minds.

Stimulated out of their minds.

The "kings".

Adoring these great ones and willfully admiring and serving them and do anything for them.

Complete and total mind control and hypnotizing and brainwashing.

Only possible by the threats and fear and drugs.

Completely taking over another human being.

And they at your feet.

Worshipping and loving you.

Jesus Christ for motherfucking sake.

How hard is that to see.

Yesterday and today.

Tomorrow.

Right now.

It's everywhere!

Wake the fuck up!

Look around you!

It's right in front of you!

(Have a great day!)

My Song


The Damned Human Race
by: Mark Twain
I have been studying the traits and dispositions of the “lower animals” (so-called), and contrasting them with the traits and dispositions of man. I find the result humiliating to me. For it obliges me to renounce my allegiance to the Darwinian theory of the Ascent of Man from the Lower Animals; since it now seems plain to me that that theory ought to be vacated in favor of a new and truer one, this new and truer one to be named the Descent of Man from the Higher Animals.
In proceeding toward this unpleasant conclusion I have not guessed or speculated or conjectured, but have used what is commonly called the scientific method. That is to say, I have subjected every postulate that presented itself to the crucial test of actual experiment, and have adopted it or rejected it according to the result. Thus I verified and established each step of my course in its turn before advancing to the next. These experiments were made in the London Zoological Gardens, and covered many months of painstaking and fatiguing work. …
Some of my experiments were quite curious. In the course of my reading I had come across a case where, many years ago, some hunters on our Great Plains organized a buffalo hunt for the entertainment of an English earl — that, and to provide some fresh meat for his larder. They had charming sport. They killed seventy-two of those great animals; and ate part of one of them and left the seventy-one to rot. In order to determine the difference between an anaconda and an earl — if any — I caused seven young calves to be turned into the anaconda’s cage. The grateful reptile immediately crushed one of them and swallowed it, then lay back satisfied. It showed no further interest in the calves, and no disposition to harm them. I tried this experiment with other anacondas; always with the same result. The fact stood proven that the difference between an earl and an anaconda is that the earl is cruel and the anaconda isn’t; and that the earl wantonly destroys what he has no use for, but the anaconda doesn’t. This seemed to suggest that the anaconda was not descended from the earl. It also seemed to suggest that the earl was descended from the anaconda and had lost a good deal in the transition.
I was aware that many men who have accumulated more millions of money than they can ever use have shown a rabid hunger for more, and have not scrupled to cheat the ignorant and the helpless out of their poor servings in order to partially appease that appetite. I furnished a hundred different kinds of wild and tame animals the opportunity to accumulate vast stores of food, but none of them would do it. The squirrels and bees and certain birds made accumulations, but stopped when they had gathered a winter’s supply, and could not be persuaded to add to it either honestly or by chicane. In order to bolster up a tottering reputation the ant pretended to store up supplies, but I was not deceived. I know the ant. These experiments convinced me that there is this difference between man and the higher animals: He is avaricious and miserly; they are not.
In the course of my experiments I convinced myself that among the animals man is the only one that harbors insults and injuries, broods over them, waits till a chance offers, then takes revenge. The passion of revenge is unknown to the higher animals. …
Indecency, vulgarity, obscenity — these are strictly confined to man; he invented them. Among the higher animals there is no trace of them. They hide nothing; they are not ashamed. Man, with his soiled mind, covers himself. He will not even enter a drawing room with his breast and back naked, so alive are he and his mates to indecent suggestion. Man is “The Animal that Laughs.” But so does the monkey, as Mr. Darwin pointed out; and so does the Australian bird that is called the laughing jackass. No — Man is the Animal that Blushes. He is the only one that does it — or has occasion to. …
The higher animals engage in individual fights, but never in organized masses. Man is the only animal that deals in that atrocity of atrocities, War. He is the only one that gathers his brethren about him and goes forth in cold blood and with calm pulse to exterminate his kind. He is the only animal that for sordid wages will march out, as the Hessians did in our Revolution and as the boyish Prince Napoleon did in the Zulu war, and help to slaughter strangers of his own species who have done him no harm and with whom he has no quarrel.
Man is the only animal that robs his helpless fellow of his country takes possession of it and drives him out of it or destroys him. Man has done this in all the ages. There is not an acre of ground on the globe that is in possession of its rightful owner, or that has not been taken away from owner after owner, cycle after cycle, by force and bloodshed.
Man is the only Slave. And he is the only animal who enslaves. He has always been a slave in one form or another, and has always held other slaves in bondage under him in one way or another. In our day he is always some man’s slave for wages, and does that man’s work; and this slave has other slaves under him for minor wages, and they do his work. The higher animals are the only ones who exclusively do their own work and provide their own living.
Man is the only Patriot. He sets himself apart in his own country, under his own flag, and sneers at the other nations, and keeps multitudinous uniformed assassins on hand at heavy expense to grab slices of other people’s countries, and keep them from grabbing slices of his. And in the intervals between campaigns he washes the blood off his hands and works for “the universal brotherhood of man” — with his mouth.
Man is the Religious Animal. He is the only Religious Animal. He is the only animal that has the True Religion — several of them. He is the only animal that loves his neighbor as himself, and cuts his throat if his theology isn’t straight. He has made a graveyard of the globe in trying his honest best to smooth his brother’s path to happiness and heaven. He was at it in the time of the Caesars, he was at it in Mahomet’s time, he was at it in the time of the Inquisition, he was at it in France a couple of centuries, he was at it in England in Mary’s day, he has been at it ever since he first saw the light, he is at it today in Crete — as per the telegrams quoted above — he will be at it somewhere else tomorrow. The higher animals have no religion. And we are told that they are going to be left out, in the Hereafter. I wonder why? It seems questionable taste.
Man is the Reasoning Animal. Such is the claim. I think it is open to dispute. Indeed, my experiments have proven to me that he is the Unreasoning Animal. Note his history, as sketched above. It seems plain to me that whatever he is he is not a reasoning animal. His record is the fantastic record of a maniac. I consider that the strongest count against his intelligence is the fact that with that record back of him he blandly sets himself up as the head animal of the lot: Whereas by his own standards he is the bottom one.
In truth, man is incurably foolish. Simple things which the other animals easily learn, he is incapable of learning. Among my experiments was this. In an hour I taught a cat and a dog to be friends. I put them in a cage. In another hour I taught them to be friends with a rabbit. In the course of two days I was able to add a fox, a goose, a squirrel and some doves. Finally a monkey. They lived together in peace; even affectionately.
Next, in another cage I confined an Irish Catholic from Tipperary, and as soon as he seemed tame I added a Scotch Presbyterian from Aberdeen. Next a Turk from Constantinople; a Greek Christian from Crete; an Armenian; a Methodist from the wilds of Arkansas; a Buddhist from China; a Brahman from Benares. Finally, a Salvation Army Colonel from Wapping. Then I stayed away two whole days. When I came back to note results, the cage of Higher Animals was all right, but in the other there was but a chaos of gory odds and ends of turbans and fezzes and plaids and bones and flesh — not a specimen left alive. These Reasoning Animals had disagreed on a theological detail and carried the matter to a Higher Court.
One is obliged to concede that in true loftiness of character, Man cannot claim to approach even the meanest of the Higher Animals. It is plain that he is constitutionally incapable of approaching that altitude; that he is constitutionally afflicted with a Defect which must make such approach forever impossible, for it is manifest that this defect is permanent in him, indestructible, ineradicable.
I find this Defect to be the Moral Sense. He is the only animal that has it. It is the secret of his degradation. It is the quality which enables him to do wrong. It has no other office. It is incapable of performing any other function. It could never have been intended to perform any other. Without it, man could do no wrong. He would rise at once to the level of the Higher Animals.
Since the Moral Sense has but the one office, the one capacity — to enable man to do wrong — it is plainly without value to him. It is as valueless to him as is disease. In fact, it manifestly is a disease. Rabies is bad, but it is not so bad as this disease. Rabies enables a man to do a thing which he could not do when in a healthy state: kill his neighbor with a poisonous bite. No one is the better man for having rabies. The Moral Sense enables a man to do wrong. It enables him to do wrong in a thousand ways. Rabies is an innocent disease, compared to the Moral Sense. No one, then, can be the better man for having the Moral Sense. What, now, do we find the Primal Curse to have been? Plainly what it was in the beginning: the infliction upon man of the Moral Sense; the ability to distinguish good from evil; and with it, necessarily, the ability to do evil; for there can be no evil act without the presence of consciousness of it in the doer of it.
And so I find that we have descended and degenerated, from some far ancestor — some microscopic atom wandering at its pleasure between the mighty horizons of a drop of water perchance — insect by insect, animal by animal, reptile by reptile, down the long highway of smirchless innocence, till we have reached the bottom stage of development — namable as the Human Being. Below us – nothing. …
The House Of the Rising Sun -Recorded By -Tom Bunnell '2005

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Queen Elizabeth is "Circling the Wagons" with Brexit and trying to Whitewash


Saturday, April 7, 2018

Queen Elizabeth is "Circling the Wagons" with Brexit and trying to Whitewash what she and her family have done

Donald Trump is doing the same thing with his Christians and Businessmen.

It's not going to work even with Donald Trump and America's Sixty Three million Christians backing them.

Nothing is going to work for any of them.

The truth is self evident to what they have done and are doing and there are to many in opposition to brainwash and kill again.

The chickens are coming home to roost and the truth is slowly becoming known.

Hidden for so long.

I am the only person that knows how it all came to be and then the extent of their travesty.

Donald Trump and Queen Elizabeth and their sixty three million Christian followers and voters are all murdering taking killing monsters and their greedy selfish ruthless businessmen.

It's all coming down and what remains will be uninhabitable till who knows when when out of that ruble will raise one hand and in that hand will be a bible and a gun in the other and a bundle of wheat sheaf in their teeth and a knife and sword in there sheaths and on horseback and we will spur and ride and do it all again.

I hope not but that is what I expect to happen.

Rye whisky and caffeine and nicotine and alcohol and sugar and highbred carbohydrates and beer and tobacco and intoxicated men.

Wheat and milk and juice and honey.

Amphetamines and methamphetamines and viagra..

Amen

Killing and mayhem..